After 2 months without being there; I was in Zagazig with my family last Tuesday.
Going to collage actually wasn't in my schedule. However I remembered that I chose Computer department and I need to go there to change it to communication.
So, I joined the family until they started their way home, and I went back to collage.
Before entering the university doors, all I what was in mind is what will I exactly do when I pop in the student affairs office. I passed through the doors without being asked about my ID, actually unless this have been holidays, this wouldn't have happened at all :P. when I first woke in , there was a tend at the front, it was covering collage from my sight. I kept looking and wondering. What the hell is that tend doing here, I passed through it. Just passed and the collage started to come up a piece by piece, a room by room, and the more the buildings come clearer, the more my feelings come strange. There was many people around me, cars, etc. but at that moment there was only one sound I could hear was the beginning piano of "7yaty" song for Mohammed Nour. The more I come through, the more visions and memories come to my head. I felt a drop of tear struggling as usual to come out of my eyes, but she also that time couldn't make it.
All that happened while walking to collage, so I thought what would happen when I get into it !
I entered the front garden, and all the cool memories that happened in that garden came to my head at the now. And the music still in my head. All I felt is that I miss everybody. Without thinking my head moved to the right to look at the back of mechanics department. Where we used to gather this year, with a dead hope to find any of my friends who we used to gather there. But all my wishes went with the wind when I only found a couple sitting there. Also this sight made me remember another good and bad memories.
There's no time to remember everything now. I'm walking through a 10 meters path in the garden, and almost finished. I look to the left, my actual heading. That made me face basic sciences building. I felt like blood was sucked of my heart, and my heart had to beat stronger and faster to make my body live with this the rest blood. Actually this is the first gathering place for me and my friends. I sat there for the first time in my entire life to be in collage, there I used to find all my dear friends for 2 years, I could actually hear our laughs , see us playing cards on the floor, and too too too too too much to tell. All the memories happened there in 2 years = 2*365 days = a whole entire life . The music of 7yaty still feeding my heart, suddenly a big guy appeared , I was about to hit him as I couldn't see. That woke me up !!
When I woke up and all my thought evaborated. The vision of the past gone away. I could see the present that time. There was many renewings in the building. They actually had crashed many places I used to stay in. I felt their tools breaking my own heart. And kept asking myself, where's that, and where is that, and where is that ?? questions with one answer. Gone with the wind, all was destroied !!
I collected my sad memories and continued my way. Finally passed through the front of basic science building, and have to go a round it to find student affairs building. I turned to the right. There was steal and cement on the ground. I looked up and found workers working on building new lectures room above H1. oh !! H1 !!
A vision from 3 years, first day in collage. New 1700 student stuck in a lecture room H1 which only can take 500 !.
All were new, didn't know anything about collage. Who we see doing something, we were doing like him. Right wrong it doesn't matter.
All I could remember is the crowd. We were too much. I'd to walk under the lecture room, I could feel and hear the noise we used to make before and during every lecture. Memories memories memories. Too many of them.
At that moment the situation completely changed, I fed up with my memories. Not because the office is 3 meters away, but coz I felt that enough memories, and I wondered what memories are useful for? Huh? Anybody could answer? I finished my job in the office and couldn't also hear any answers.
I went out and I'm angry at myself. Why the hell am I touched that much? Coz of what? Buildings? Or days? Or what? Then a vision of me and friends came up. And then I knew why. Truly knew.
Unemotionally I looked at the right while I'm leaving, I saw electricity department. I looked at it with rage, and didn't know to go there or not. I would go any place in whole university without thinking, but this is the only place I fear. To go home? or to take a look at the department? I took deep breath and took my decision……
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You know what? I feel now that there's no use to continue writing this. You may be able to imagine the rest of the story, but you wouldn't be able to imagine the many surprises happened that day.
All I wanted to say, is that Faculty of Engineering is a dear place to heart. And I already miss that place, miss all my friends, miss my life I used to share with my lovers there.
Hope to see you all soon.
And sorry I bothered you minds with the story I stopped telling at the middle of it.
salamz
الترجمة العربية قريبا ان شاء الله
